Long day of back-to-back flights, but at least I got here while the sun’s still up.
My connecting flight is in two hours.Ĥ:45 p.m. After a five-hour-long flight from JFK, I land at the airport in Mexico City and text Alex, who’s already in Oaxaca. I spend the evening making braised lamb and invite over a friend who’s in town from Berlin for a modeling gig.ġ2 p.m. “Wearing the shirt that smells like you.”Ĩ p.m. Packing for Mexico, I replay the last 24 hours in my head, wishing T had fucked me before I left.ĥ p.m. I get dressed, kiss him good-bye, and see myself out.Ģ p.m. More cuddling as T scrolls through the news on his phone. Suddenly I don’t feel so hungover anymore.ġ1 a.m. “Don’t stop.” After a while I let him come in my mouth. “No,” he moans, gathering my hair into a ponytail. Halfway through I look up and stop to apologize. I run my tongue slowly up and down his dick, teasing him. T spoons me, and I slide my hand under the covers before going down on him. I get back into bed and decide not to ask questions.ġ0:30 a.m. Feeling nauseous, I pretend to forget that T has a girlfriend. I head for the bathroom where there are feminine products displayed every which way. For some reason, it makes the situation seem more innocent in my mind. “Do you always wear a T-shirt to bed?” he asks. Looking at Uber surge prices, I ask to borrow a T-shirt and climb into bed with him. T invites me back to his place in Manhattan, where we do some more K.Ī few hours later T suggests I stay the night. We do some ketamine until the party starts to get packed.ġ:30 a.m. An acquaintance invites me to a party in Brooklyn. T walks me home before we split ways.ġ1 p.m. Three espresso martinis in and I’m feeling flirty. He’s the type who’s always had a girlfriend but we’ll go for a friendly drink every now and then.
I meet up with T, a longtime crush of mine. He’s down to join me for a few days.Ħ p.m. I text my friend Alex who’s in Mexico City and divulge my plans to chase sunsets along the Oaxacan coastline. I make coffee and stare at my phone screen: “Thanks, your trip is booked! ” followed by a message from a guy on Raya saying he’s healing from a nose job and has to cancel our plans for tonight. God, I can’t wait to get the hell out of the city. Not feeling all that horny, I end the date with a cab home.ġ0 a.m. He pauses, looking confused, and responds by saying he’s attracted to me.ġ1 p.m. I start to feel Sam’s hands when I pull away and ask him what he’s looking for. On the couch, we look through a few of his magazines before he leans in to kiss me. I am losing at pool, and the lighting in here sucks. We talk about work and my tentative plans for Mexico before deciding on a place to play pool.ĩ p.m. Sam and I are at a dive bar in lower Manhattan. For some reason, I’m reluctant to date other writers, but we banter and he seems funny. I get a message on Tinder from Sam, who I learn is also a writer.
I look up one-way tickets to Mexico.ġ p.m. I make a living freelancing for magazines and doing copywriting, and while it’s nice making my own schedule, lately I’m tired of working from home and feel a certain malaise toward New York City. I heat up some bone broth and pop an Adderall before checking emails. It is far too early and I am hungover from one too many Moscow mules last night.ĩ:30 a.m. I wake up to the sound of my neighbor yelling at someone. When using a search engine such as Google, Bing or Yahoo check the safe search settings where you can exclude adult content sites from your search results Īsk your internet service provider if they offer additional filters īe responsible, know what your children are doing online.This week, a woman flies to Mexico to get away from the city (and its men): 29, single, New York.Ĩ a.m. Use family filters of your operating systems and/or browsers Other steps you can take to protect your children are: More information about the RTA Label and compatible services can be found here. Parental tools that are compatible with the RTA label will block access to this site. We use the "Restricted To Adults" (RTA) website label to better enable parental filtering. Protect your children from adult content and block access to this site by using parental controls. PARENTS, PLEASE BE ADVISED: If you are a parent, it is your responsibility to keep any age-restricted content from being displayed to your children or wards. Furthermore, you represent and warrant that you will not allow any minor access to this site or services. This website should only be accessed if you are at least 18 years old or of legal age to view such material in your local jurisdiction, whichever is greater. You are about to enter a website that contains explicit material (pornography).